Back in the Saddle Again

Last week I started working full time again.  I have had many a day/night where I questioned myself, my intentions, my goals and what was best for my family.  There were tears, mostly on my part, during my last few days as a stay at home mom.  I tried to savor those afternoon naps and would tear up at the thought of missing our afternoon cuddles.  I had to keep reminding myself that we could still do that on the weekends and it would be okay.  There were a few tears from Jack and even a sad hug from Regan the first week, but Mom leaving for work is old news now.

Since starting back to work we have had more family dinners and I feel more engaged with the kids while I'm home.  I think it has to do a lot with me not wanting them to feel like I am choosing to be at a job over them.  I am loving my office and couldn't be happier with where and who I work for.  Such a welcome change from where I was working before, which left me feeling drained and pessimistic towards working, period.  The human factor was what had me worried but that is a thing of the past.

So don't worry, I'll still be here to share my funny stories, DIY's, food and Ten on Ten's, just maybe not as frequent as I was before.  I'm working on some fun costumes for Halloween, although I must confess there will be a store bought Spiderman in the mix.  I may be creative and crafty, but I wasn't messing with Spiderman.  Ellie is having a Spa Birthday Party at the end of the month also.  Before I know it these kids are going to be all grown up.  I can't believe she will be 7 already!

Happy Friday!  Next week I will be posting about my new go to dinner pockets and a make-up brush holder I made for free.